Showing posts with label rebellion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rebellion. Show all posts

Saturday, 4 April 2020

A Rebellious People


We are in a worldwide crisis, yet is seems many selfishly go their own way consumed with selfish ambition.  I have been distraught that over 4000 people entered the country and disregarded the Jamaican authorities’ request to report to health officials and to self-quarantine for fourteen days.  These folks, however, must feel that it is below them to comply with what seems to be minor requirements in a time when so many are becoming infected and dying across the globe from the highly contagious coronavirus.  Yes, it may cause temporary inconvenience to stay at home and be monitored, but it is for a greater good – the wellbeing of our nation.


God had showed me that pride goes hand in hand with this rebellious act.  And, God is never pleased with either.  In times of trial, the go to verse for nations in many cases is often -  If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land. 2 Chronicles 7:14 NIV.  The fact is repentance from our rebellion and pride has to come before God hears us from heaven, forgives our sins and heals our land.  This healing is conditional and not a right.  We can go declaring and decreeing all we like, but if our hearts are not in the right place with God, then we declare and decree in vain.  God is a gracious and merciful Father, but He will not be manipulated with eloquent words that come out of a heart that is filled with sin and is unrepentant.

Church folks speak of giving their time, talents and treasures and it has become almost cliché.  Yet, God does not require our sacrifice, but our obedience. Undoubtedly, God knows the type of fruit that comes from our hearts.  There have been several church leaders in different countries who have broken the law instituted by their various governmental bodies to limit gatherings as they believe they have a right to assemble, or that it is an act of faith to discount the rules put in place during this public health emergency.  I know I have been called judgmental and told that I don’t know what God is doing in each of these persons.  That is true, I don’t.  God may have spoken to some of these leaders to assemble in a church building.  But, we must remember that the building is not the body of Christ and God is not limited to an edifice. 

And while some were talking about the temple, that it was adorned with beautiful stones and votive gifts, He said, “As for these things which you are looking at, the days will come in which there will not be left one stone upon another which will not be torn down.” Luke 21:5-6 NASB

Jesus spoke about this happening when the end of time was near.  We must never be so quick to cherish the building, because that could disappear in the blink of an eye.  Many churches have gathered over the internet and have had spirit-filled prayer sessions and services, along with socializing while adhering to physical distancing guidelines.  I saw a video of a Brazilian church on the streets with its members several feet apart from each other praying.  It was beautiful.  Unfortunately, church activities have been linked with the spread of the disease in different jurisdictions.  One of the most concerning clusters in South Korea, developed when a lady flew into the country and unknowingly spread the disease to several congregants when she visited a church there.  In San Francisco, a third of their COVID-19 cases are linked to church activities.  When these stories go out, it can be a hindrance to the proliferation of the Gospel as church leaders continue to fight for rights instead of doing what is right in the eyes of God.  Let us not forget that God causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. (See Matthew 5:45).  Put in context, this verse is about loving those who do not love you.  Should we as the children of God not love enough to set an example and help in deterring the spread of an extremely harmful disease that is bringing destruction to the whole world?

I believe God is doing a new thing in His body.  He has seen how we have made the church building an idol and how worship has become more like a rock concert, pleasing man rather than Him.  And, He is grieved.  God is using this virus to infect His church with a new found love for Him, which cannot be restricted by a physical structure.  What the enemy means for harm, God is working for good and to show His glory.  There have been many testimonies of God’s goodness during this difficult period.  Although many of us cry to Him to take us out of this trial.  He is here with us to carry us through to be stronger spiritually and closer relationally to Him and others.  God is calling us to cast our net on the other side of the boat.  It may not make sense, but we must obey instead of trying to lean on our own understanding.  He is ready to do some mighty things in and through His people, but we must be ready to change our rebellious ways and humbly submit to His will.

Years ago, after a horrendous experience in the infamous 9/11 tragedy, I was diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS).  I was told there was no cure.  At the onset of this illness, I could barely leave the bed and walking was painful because my feet were so sore.  For years I suffered with a number of symptoms in varying degrees. Some time later, I was given a set of CDs on the gifts of the Spirit to listen to and there was a sample CD in the case.  I decided to hear what was on this CD, thinking it was more along the lines of the other CDs, but it wasn’t.  The man spoke about territorial spirits that could have a negative effect on people in a variety of ways.  He said to ask God what was the territorial spirit ruling over the area I was from.  Sleepily, I queried God about the territorial spirit in Jamaica.  He responded immediately – rebellion.  It made perfect sense to me.  We have lauded many of the rebellions throughout our history.  And, indeed they were quite significant in securing the freedom from slavery.  But, we may have gotten used to rebelling.  Often we hear the cries of angry citizens on the news demanding, “We want justice,” without them truly comprehending that God’s view of justice goes hand in hand with walking humbly before Him and being merciful.  But, I digress.  Let me go back to the matter at hand.  I immediately repented of my rebellion sluggishly as I was falling asleep.  A couple days later, I recognized something was different.  There was no longer any tingling in my legs and I could jump out of bed without hesitation when I woke up ready to tackle the work for the day.  The CFS symptoms had made it challenging for me to get out of bed or stay awake in the mornings, and after days of tedious work the bottom of my feet would be so sore, it was difficult for me to walk.  But, after I asked God to forgive me of my rebellion, I was completely healed. I had repented of rebellion, not expecting this favorable result. 


Let us not be considered as the Israelites were in Psalm 78:8 -  A stubborn and rebellious generation, a generation that did not prepare its heart and whose spirit was not faithful to God.  There is punishment for the rebellious - Some became fools through their rebellious ways and suffered affliction because of their iniquities. They loathed all food and drew near the gates of death. Psalm 107:17-18 NIV.  The good news though, is God is willing to hear our cry.

Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble,
    and he saved them from their distress.
He sent out his word and healed them;
    he rescued them from the grave.
Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love
    and his wonderful deeds for mankind. Psalm 107:19-21
NIV

During this time of trial, let us walk humbly before God, asking Him for forgiveness and turning from our sin, while submitting to His will.  In His lovingkindness, He will rescue us in His time and in His way, even though we may not deserve it, but He is true to His character, a merciful and gracious God who abounds in love. 

Friday, 8 November 2019

Weapons of the Righteous – Be Humble


Recently, I went in to my bank to get a new debit card as my old card was falling apart.  After being with the customer service representative for nearly an hour, he could not get through to my branch to get approval, so he went to his supervisor to get signed off on giving me the card.  However, the supervisor wouldn’t because of concerns with my income.  I am a missionary so I get donations, but that explanation was not enough even though they had my bank statement.  Normally, I would have gotten angry and felt humiliated because of the denial of a replacement card, but after going through similar situations over these past years of being a missionary, I simply expressed my thanks and calmly left.  The next morning God showed me what to do and my branch finally sent an email, so I got my card.  God worked it out and I was thankful my ego did not rise up in anger.   

I know God has allowed me to go through these circumstances to deal with my pride issue.  When I moved back to Jamaica about ten years ago, I thought I was going to conquer the media industry, but instead rejection conquered me.  In the space of two years, I had been turned down by numerous potential employers, I failed to come up with sponsors for programs I had produced, and when I finally did get a part-time job, it didn’t work out well.  I felt dejected and demoralized.  I wondered why nothing would go my way.   It was years later that I realized God couldn’t use me as He would like because my pride was getting in the way.   I now comprehend that it was His grace, mercy and love that allowed me to be rejected for whoever exalts himself shall be humbled; and whoever humbles himself shall be exalted. (Matthew 23:12)   God desires to exalt me, but first I needed to be humble.

I am thankful that God has humbled me throughout the years, even though pride does have the tendency to still rear its ugly head. Nevertheless, I have come to a point in my life where I often ask God to search my heart to see if there is any wicked way in me, so that I can quickly turn from any such thought or deed.  I understand that pride goes before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall. (Proverbs 16:18). Therefore, I have become much more diligent in checking on the motives of my heart.  



Too many of us are overly acquainted with pride, which is a sinister character who draws us into self-centeredness leading to selfishness and even self-pity.  Some may not agree that self-pity comes from the root of pride.  Well, I Googled self-pity and it means excessive, self-absorbed unhappiness over one's own troubles.  Self-pity can be quite egocentric, looking at self as being victimized.   Christ has made us victors not victims.  We are victors when we walk in humility with an outward focus to help and encourage others.   That doesn’t mean that we don’t take care of ourselves.  Jesus told us to love others as we love ourselves.  Without a doubt, He does expect us to love ourselves, but not be lovers of self.  Yes, there is a difference.   When we love ourselves we are content in who God created us to be and we are ready to share His love with the world around us without applause.   On the other hand, when we are lovers of self we are self-seeking and expect others to feed our feeling of self-importance.   Being a lover of self is sin because it is pride, and God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble. (1 Peter 5:5)   Therefore, we must clothe ourselves with humility towards each other.  Jesus was not a fan of those who were lovers of self.

But they do all their deeds to be noticed by men; for they broaden their phylacteries and lengthen the tassels of their garments. They love the place of honor at banquets and the chief seats in the synagogues, and respectful greetings in the market places, and being called Rabbi by men. Matthew 23:5-7

Throughout my years in ministry, I have encountered many who have given to be seen and lauded by men.  Some go as far as pretending to give in order that their façade of philanthropy is publicized to garner praise.  Not only does the right hand know what the left hand is doing, but so does the whole body and the rest of other bodies who are willing to hear and read about such prideful acts of seeming generosity.  Jesus said, “So when you give to the poor, do not sound a trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, so that they may be honored by men. Truly I say to you, they have their reward in full.”  Matthew 6:2

It is much better to humble ourselves before the Lord, than for Him to humble us.   When we humble ourselves before Him, we will not do anything out of selfish ambition, but rather, we will value others above ourselves and He will lift us up.  Solomon tells us in Proverbs that the Lord detests the proud of heart and they will not go unpunished.  This can be seen throughout the Scriptures.

For the Lord of hosts will have a day of reckoning
Against everyone who is proud and lofty
And against everyone who is lifted up,
That he may be abased. Isaiah 12:2

I would prefer not to go this route, especially when there is this great promise in Psalm 37:11 - But the humble will inherit the land and will delight themselves in abundant prosperity.  I had meditated on this verse at one time and desired my inheritance quickly.  The version of the Bible I had read said that the meek will inherit the land.  Consequently, I set out to be meek by studying a couple books.  Meekness apparently is not a popular topic or else I would have bought more literature to ensure that I would become as meek as I could be.  I guess many persons do not understand that meekness is not weakness, but rather quiet strength.  I wanted the land, so I was trying to teach myself meekness.  Unfortunately for me, it only made me more miserable.  Why?  I was focused on self and getting what I wanted for my happiness.  


We need to be wrapped up in humility, not thinking that we are better than others, or that we know better than God as that causes outward rebellion.  Also, prideful humility may sound oxymoronic, but boasting in our humbleness can be quite popular in Christian circles.  Lest we forget, God knows our hearts.  It is quite important to check ourselves before we wreck ourselves because in our pride we cannot truly seek God as our thoughts of self do not leave room for Him.  Let us humble ourselves in the presence of the Lord, so that He will exalt us in His timing.